It occurs to me, much of the guilt I feel is taken out of context. So, I put myself back into those situations.
I ask myself, 'Could I have done something differently? Could I have been better prepared for that situation?'
'Would the outcome have been any better?'
'Hey, would I have even been in that situation if I was better prepared?'
'Probably', I tell myself. Then I think, 'Could things have been much worst?'
'Possibly', I answer.
- Matthew Sawyer